I Spend much of my time thinking about everything, like life and my family. I think of my family as my brothers, mom and Julie and one of my really good friends.
I love these people most of the time and they love me in return. Its the best feeling to be loved by someone who isn't actually family like my good friends.
Lately I haven't felt so loved, I have felt pretty rejected and unwanted by most. I seem to extremely stressed and high anxiety about new things that happen in my life and the stress of trying to be a good mom and a good friend. I know can never be the daughter my mother always hoped for.
just try your best, that's all you can do..
ReplyDeleteEven if I try my best, I still don't feel good enough...
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