Its been a really long time since I wanted to write anything... I lost my best friend and the holidays have come and gone. I'm still working and trying to be a great mother, I'm also trying to be the best girlfriend I can be..
Life seems so sad when you lose someone and I still don't really know how to deal with that loss I ust wish I could have done something but I know I couldn't have.. He will never be forgotten and will always have a place in my heart, he was truly my best friend and I will probably always miss him.. With time though my wounds will heal.. I have been strong with handling this and I know that I did what was right for me when I was mourning him. I didn't go to his funeral which I don't regret at all.
Now things with John are amazing still. We had such a great Christmas together and I finally got to meet his faily with meant the world to me. This summer we should be getting a place together and start a life together. Someday I hope to be a family with him and Julie because I know we would be a good one and I would have the stability I have always wanted. He is more than I could have ever asked for. He does so much for me and always makes sure I'm happy. He is everything I never knew I wanted and I cant wait to see where this is all headed..
As for everything else that iwll come another time and as another story. With every word I wrote today IO feel better about my life.. 2010 wasn't so bad I met one great man and lost another but life goes one...
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